What to do about mama

Mama's been gone since March 11th this year. However, there is never a day when I do not hear her speaking to me and feel her presence.

The "symptoms" ironically sooth and support me, who was already broken apart when she was still in the vegetative state in ICU.

I spoke with my shrink last week about accepting the BIG NO NO--believing that mama is my guardian angel and is holding this broken piece of junk together.

What might turn out? Time will tell.

My Mama

My mom passed away on 3/11 due to ich and the collateral damages-- psychotic symptoms.

It is a long story. In short, I was to trash all four books. She, in a vegetative state, happened to squeeze my hands twice and I took it as a sign.

The story of her psychosis et. al. turned to be the end of my onset book.

Can't stop missing her.