A question from the Retirement age

I thought that I was done with blogging since I have already over-saturated the amount of data that I could afford to offer.  The rest is mostly redundancy, I guess.

In recent times, I have been doing some "inner work" (although I am not quite sure what exactly I do) because a triggering event got my overactive head all excited... and... this round, I decided to do it as a private "inner work" and did a complete shutdown on most if not all posting activities.

I have been going around minding my own business the same way I would do—as usual.

Nobody ever told me anything directly and people I asked told me that they have never heard anyone gossiping about me or talked about me.

Yet, there is something going on but nobody ever comes forward to tell me what exactly is going on.

I can piecemeal things together and entertain it only so much since I refrain from entertaining anything more.

Finally now, I feel much more comfortable with my state of being and decide to make this posting, with which I will be establishing to myself that I am 9000% insane... but... has anyone heard anyone talking about me?  If so, please post a comment...  (Yes, I know Je suis fou... and... crazy does crazy does... I guess... not to mention-- ain't quite so many hits on my blog based on google stats or da stats in the monetize function... 8-O lol sigh)

Thank God that I am taking my meds and my exercises religiously. 8-O lol