The implication of chronic pain and physical disability

What might be the implications of chronic nerve pain all over and physical disability?

It put you in a really mad mood especially when you look at people without pain and moving so very swiftly...

And you think to yourself...

The pain kills but I won't die...

Oops... wasn't that the scenario of my delusions years back when I was killed many a time except for I was and am still alive? 8-O 8-X