So I thought... what kept me relatively "sane" as opposed to absolutely even more insane these past few years...
The concepts of Mental model, qi and grounded theory research-- especially da forcing and emerging ding.
A theory I intent not to elaborate cuz... don't feel like to. lol
Of course, I think... doesn't mean it is... especially when what I think is often not what it is. 8-O lol 8-X
Though... after all the years of swinging around-- a posting shorter than da Mental model