Perhaps

Perhaps, all I have had so far are but some form of masquerade...

Leaving me nothing more than the man behind the curtain... pretending I could be more than who I am and there is more than what I could actually offer...

Making believe... there could be something more out of da nothingness in life...

Luring you into considering that there could be anything, less or more, to God knows what that I could offer....

While all but the multiple representations of the same principle... simply a nut case I am.... deserving no more and no less... what I have and what I am...

How bad is that... if not for you... for myself at da point of Zerbrechen in the city of Chloe?