Full time job

At times I ponder to myself.... when is it so hard for me to find a full time job...

Then, I thought of all the things I have learned so far through my "clinical and empirical experiences"...

Some empirical experiences not necessary for ordinary people.... so put this good friend of mine... 8-O lol sigh

And, I realise...

I don't know how well the others would fair with them... for me, somehow it is as if it is a full time job on them unnecessary nuances to live through and to cope... although this job doesn't pay at all... 8-O lol

So I said to God...

Do me a favor please... another full time job that pays better than da... should it be possible for me to get rid of this full time job that pays nothing at all... 8-O lol