In my head

Just came to this realization as I was coming home...

The majority of times, there is nothing really in my head... other than the hallucinations and delusions that come up on their own free will and on their own schedule.... 8-O lol

Such as...

As I was trying to fall asleep last night, this voice went on and on like a broken record...

"Dissolve the fear... Dissolve the fear...."

with the fear referring to all the scary things residing in my psychotic imaginary world... unless more general.... except for I didn't ask about the specifics of the fear that is targeted to be dissolved... 8-O lol

At the same time, it felt as if my hallucinations were trying to hypnotize me... 8-O lol