This state

The state I have been stuck in actually is not all that bad...

After a while, you know it is just the way it is when the head doesn't move too much and you walk up and down the street feeling like an air head and as an air head... if not an vacuous head...

It is not like there is any other way to deal with it.

You get used to it or try to learn to until an opportunity comes to do something about it.

You see it ain't so bad because it is simple.

You actually come to liking it and you might actually ponder why you ever like complicated. Sort of like I actually come to like drinking hot water...

Of course, unless it is like the fox saying the grapes are sour...

You keep on walking.

You pass things, people and things.

You self-reference at times.

You tell yourself you are doing self-referencing...

And, you walk on with mostly nothing more than air in you head.

It is simple and you feel simple.

It is a simple world.

And you feel light.

The only problem... I have to read and write to get things done.

If only the state would allow me to read and write... them academic kind of writing.... that requires more complex kind of things..