Envious

Some days you feel envious of them normal people and you ask why you can't be like them or whether there might be a day when you could be like them.

You ponder again... it's been a while... feels like a life time ago... what would it be like to be like them?

At least now I sort of understand what it means when Confucius said... "行有餘力則以學文"..... 學文? 8-O lol