You have to help me

This slow state reminds me of what happened yesterday when the IME was examining me.

"Does it hurt?" The doctor worked around my knee cap...

"I am not quite sure."

"What about this?" He must be bending my knees around...

"I don't know." I try to observe how I was doing but I was not quite sure.

The doctor must felt a bit irritated by this slow thinking patient...

"You have to help me."

Thereafter, the pain started and he was already out of the door.

So I thought a bit earlier...

I am sorry but it was not like I did not want to cooperate or I want to be slow like that....

It is just... the head runs slow and everything goes slow.... Inevitably slow...

Maybe it is my fault but it is not my fault...