Friday, September 11, 2009

Pain

Pain brings you out of zen moment of any sort...

The perception of pain and really bad pain takes control of all your cognitive processing.... and all that you know and feel is pain.

It throbs...

It shuts up and downs at its own will...

It crawls all along your spine... Expands... Contracts... and some more...

It comes out and gets less but it does not go away....

It's there to take its toll...

It comes to stay... uninvited... unannouced... and unwelcome... regardless... it stays...

Pain throws you into the worse state of temper.... to yourself you think... believe it or not... I was merely a sedated cat in yester-days... today I am a wild cat stung by thorns... lowered thresholds to get the meow state out...

Affect... I sense affects... in aches and in pain... negative affects... mess with me not for a mad rat could bite... 8-O lol

Shall one think I have been in a bitchy mode... think again... you ain't know nothing about a mad rat.... mad rat.... in pain...

Affect... affect... sedated no more...

Excessive activities in dopamine and alike...

The benefit of pains and aches... am I not sharing with you... manifestation of synaptic activities... in states... in craze, in chaos, and in discordance....

Can I think or perhaps I can think still not... perhaps... ain't me speaking... it's the pain talks..

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