Finally lose it..

Gott sei dank... Thank God..

Today I finally lose it all... my code lose... something I started doing on Oct. 17, 2010... 

If you think that it ain't no biggie to try to lose something intentionally, think again... the process of losing it... my code lose... is as strenuous as any pursuit of losing weight... Whoever has attempted such an effort knows how tough it is... 8-O lol

A code involving 125 postings and 273 references...

I would have wanted to simply delete it like some others because I don't want to go back entertain what I might have lost.  Yet, something makes me do it for it seems to be the right thing and this is the proper way of losing it... 8-O lol

Thus, I went back to uncode each every one of them and revisit each every losing instances... with a whole lot of them simply involving my calling myself a lost soul in limbo... 8-O lol

To honor the lost code lose, the following itemizes the lose mentioned without further processing:

1. Ability to talk
2. All
3. Appitite
4. Brain power
5. Concentration
6. Control over delusion
7. data
8. ebay-ability
9. freedom
10. friend
11. functional
12. Got lost in the desert
13. Hair
14. health services
15. hearing
16. heath
17. Iliad's Trojan horse... 8-O
18. Information
19. Internet connection
20. job in reality
21. job, degree, green card in imaginary world
22. Losing ground to psychotic symptoms
23. Losing the "sense of self"
24. Losing the "sense of time"
25. Lost sight of bears
26. Love
27. Marcel Proust
28. Meaning lost in translations
29. Memory
30. Mind
31. money
32. Motivation
33. Multitask
34. my people
35. Myselves
36. nothing
37. nothing to lose but ourselves
38. Packets
39. Ratprincess da gold pendent
40. ship
41. Something
42. soul
43. steam
44. The ability to carry/lift weight
45. the ability to speak my mind such as... bitch
46. the ability to swallow
47. time
48. TNT
49. tooth
50. wallet
51. weight
52. word
53. work
54. Wrist to repeated stress syndrome

After all the wing-flopping-headless-chicken-ness, ain't like there was so much lost... especially when I don't have so much to begin with...  I guess? 8-O lol

And.. now... my body is doing da yawning, tearing, sneezing... etc... again.