Defy

I had always wanted to make myself believe that I could God's will to defy.

Ok, you give me my propensity for depression and psychosis as well as the adjustment in meds as the consequences...

Yet, with the exercises in the gym, I could thy will to defy... cutting the time short in the time required for adjustment.

Then, I realized....

Short on the ability to even work... forget about the 45-minute-long of exercises on that arm-ecliptic....

Defying was I not...

It was just an opportunity granted...