Indebted

I wish such I do not have to believe in...

Yet, I could find no evidence to discredit the following....

I am indebted to the school and the United States. This is the reason why I had the fall and I am back (call it my pure madness as you mind) for much of my tuition as well as room and board sponsored by my work in the States.

I only wish that....

The point of the fall... all even out and my life's credit starts afresh.