Forgetting

I guess they are right about it... things happen for a reason...

When I stood up to stretch a bit, it occurs to me... while the Motorola modem forgot the mac address of the laptop in 15 minutes, I have gradually starting to forget who I am or who I once was.

Perhaps, it is due to the medications...

Perhaps, it has something to do with the 10 month journey and the adjustment needed to move through it...

I can't tell you why but it feels as if much of the past is forgotten while certain themes emerging rooted in human connection and manifested in, sort of, I guess, abstract kinda thinking.

Anyway, in the end of the day, I am but a 800 bl guerrilla in the room... God knows what I am saying... (could also simply be midlife crisis... lol)