Self concept

I have been faced with questions concerning my self-concept in numerous occasions recently...

Smart?

Beautiful?

Special?

Granted... theoretically, your responses could serve as an indicator of your self-concept and self-worth... How you view yourself might also have an impact on your expectations about yourself and affect your achievement outcome.

At this point, I have been actually forced voluntarily or involuntarily to put down these self-concepts.

If my understanding about myself is correct although I am in a incurably state of confusions, these ain't quite matter no more as long as I am neither too ugly or too stupid.

Does it mean that I am low in self-esteem and have low expectations for myself?

To be honest, perhaps or perhaps not... Yet, the assessment of self-esteem and self-expectations are dependent on one's self-concept.... Since I am in a "really confused about what myself mean" state, it is sort of difficult to come up with a measure....

It is highly plausible that I am wrong... Yet... it ain't quite matter either... since what comes out from my mouth changes all the time anyways....

More importantly, based on my experiences, I have come with this theory...

It is as if self-promoting concepts often proceed the emergence of them fearful and horrible dasein moments. In reaction, one of the strategies I try to use to prevent the occurrence of them unfavorable dasein is for me to curb the growth of ego as much as possible for when egos grow too big, delusions have a tendency to ensue.

Except for... I can't tell you how to do it and whether it will work...

Of course, this might simply be "the lady who dropped the candle thought she caused the Titanic to sink" kind of phenomena.

At the same time, if you really want to look hard into finding a workable theory for this kinda situation, Dweck's growth theory might be the best choice unless there is gonna be delusions associated with people having a beef with you contently being stupid and ugly and try really hard to work really hard. Then, there is really nothing I can do about it.... 8-O lol oops...

More importantly, since things comes out and go in my head, I don't see too much meaning in what I am saying anyways... if not already getting to the feeling of "how on earth do these words come out" at the end of this posting.... 8-O lol

In addition, of course, since I don't know whether anything would work for me... without internal consistency.... what generalisability?